Should disappointment hurt so much?

Friday, January 13, 2012

Epiphany #34

Ummm so I'm on a new quest. Well not so new just finally putting it into the universe. I am in search of my second chapter of life. I know it's going to be really great I can feel it rising from my belly. I just don't know exactly what "it" is. I am not sure what questions to ask so that I receive the right answers. I know for sure it will have something to do with making others happy. I know this because I have always gotten the most joy when others pain is alleviated in the slightest way. I'm smiling now just thinking about it... I know that when I create I am happy soooo do I sell my wares or do I create someplace that teaches people the joy of creation?? I'm not searching for the spotlight but if it finds me I'll be able to handle it with humility. I'm feeling a little uneasy and don't want to seem as if I am not interested in moving forward. However I need a starting point that makes a little bit of sense. So I'm putting out my feelers; putting on my thinking cap and sitting as still as possible so I can hear the slightest whisper. I'd like my children to be able to remember me for some sort of quiet greatness... something to tell my grands & great grands about. I would like to touch the lives of many and leave my heartbeat on the wind. So, my New Quest begins now. God does not make mistakes people do. So I'd like to take my time and follow the path the He  has laid for me. Ready, Set, Go!!! :-)

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