Should disappointment hurt so much?

Saturday, November 26, 2011

Epiphany #29

God created us individually...
We do not all think or see things exactly alike
Please allow those around you room to expand
Doing so can enlarge your own thoughts and insights
What works for the majority does not always work for everyone
Being different is not wrong it is just different
Be open to different...
Because you have yet to see it does not mean it doesn't exist
Being pliable does not make you weak just easy to work with
I was created as an individual
I embrace my differences
I love who I was created to be
Only God can change me
I do not need to be fixed
I can be enhanced
I am fearfully and wonderfully made
God created us individually...

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Epiphany #28

Random thoughts
So I have the 1st & hopefully last cold of the season...bummer. I don't get sick that often so I'm not happy :-(
My husband has stepped up and taken pretty good care of me. My Pastor is dropping by with some au natural medicine and I found my heater! I was doing fine until my electric blanket fizzled out -___-
Thanksgiving is next week, personally I give thanks when it's over. The holidays are stressful for me too much going on too much fuss over preparing to be loving. I wish we could live the way we used to; growing up we ate dinner on china with real silverware at a real dining room table. My poor children have grownup with paper and plastic on folding tables. SMH I have deprived my children. It's not to late right? Well I don't know if it is or not but I'd like to try. I should probably start by getting chairs for our dining table.  

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Epiphany #27

 When you pray asking for things like patience, courage or understanding God doesn't just drop it into your life (lap). He creates an opportunity for you to exercise those abilities. Sometimes the things we are going through we invited. Learn to learn from every situation. Just a thought...

Epiphany #26

So I want..I mean really want to be excited about something, anything.
I want to have that thing that motivates me to do something great.
I have a need to do a "thing" I can feel it deep inside yet I have no idea what "it" is.
I don't care if it brings attention to me as a matter of fact I'd rather it didn't.
I just want to make a difference somewhere and to love doing so.
Here I am waiting for it have I missed it?
Here I am with something to give yet I don't know what it is.
Have I done it already? Did I miss it? Will I know it when it comes?
It's just that it feels like I haven't quite made it there yet
Who am I? Who am I?  Whoever that is I want to be the greatest I am that I can be...
Have I touched and changed a life for the better?
Am I hiding from my true self? Probably and I want to shake that off
Although I've been out of work for well over a year. I feel like I have been pulled to my limits.
I'm often sinking in the same spot. I want to be a part of the life that zooms by but I don't want
to get lost in it.
Life was not meant to be a job.
Life should be a joy.
Some of the happenings in life may take some effort but not so hard that you miss the joy of it.
I want to live as if I am in the garden of Eden.
I want to enjoy my time here and to smile from my soul...
If it is too difficult than perhaps it's not for me.
I believe that there is a joy in everything and others seem to believe that if you're happy whilst working than you're not working hard enough; or working at all.