Soooo, this is not really an "aha" moment. More like the thoughts that come before that moment takes place. I'm so bored with myself yet don't know what my next move is. Lots of people talk about "passion". What is this "Passion" they speak of?? Would someone please clue me in? I mean I've never been very passionate about much of anything. I appreciate fairness so I'm always up to protect the innocent or the so called underdog but am I really passionate? I like to be crafty and I'm pretty good too. I write poetry and I'm good at that also. Where's the "passion" though? I'm not quite sure what would drive me to push forward in those areas. OOOooooh right, passion. (sigh)
Looking for passion...yup that's what I'm doing searching myself for passion. That's me, hoping to be excited about something. I do love being fabulous. I haven't been my fabulous self in several months. I think Kimora Lee has the whole "fabulosity" thing covered though. I have been so caught up in my own mind that I've convinced myself that I haven't been very good at anything in my 40 years of life. Now that can't really be true...that would be just sad and laughable. I want to make a difference somewhere. I know I'm pretty good at cheering people up and changing their outlook about life (go figure, physician heal thyself). How do I make that a movement for myself? Hmmmmm?
I know I definitely would like to be heard. I would like people to appreciate my thoughts. Moving people with words is very important. Words can move like the wind, they can be as expressive as a contemporary dance. Words can shake your soul. Perhaps I need to get out a little more be around folks more often. I've been told I'm a people person, funny thing is I enjoy my own company most of all. People have a way of being rather irritating and judgmental without even realizing it. They mean well yet they rarely step into the hearts of others, tunnel vision is prevalent. I can feel the energy of others, which is not always a good thing. So until next time....I'm off to find my passion!!!!! Wish me luck. I'm trying to remain optimistic
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