Epiphany #19

Ever just want the world to stop so you could get off?

I'd like to just be still without the judgement of the world on my shoulders

without having the label of "depression" floating above my head

I would like to sit in a field of stillness and just listen...

I would like to truly hear the whispers of destiny in the hushed sound of a whisper.

Not screaming at me to move, move, move!!!!

I'm okay with watching the leaves in the trees blow softly in the wind

I'm okay with watching my girls turn into young women with minds of their own

and painfully watching them make their own decisions that sometimes lead to disaster.

More often leading them into a greater destiny.

So forgive me I apologize for making a  U-turn in the middle of fast moving traffic but

I'm getting off here.

Stop the world I want to get off!!!!!!

Epiphany #18

never said I was the best at being a friend. I'm a pretty good confidante though. never said I wouldn't disappear sometimes just that you could always find me when you really need me. never said I would never change just that we could change together. never said there would never be renovations just that the foundation was strong. never said I'd invite you in just that you were welcome to come over. never said I wasn't complicated just that I was worth knowing.

Never said a lot of things and you never asked

Epiphany #17

Will the real you please stand up?
Do you even know the real you?
Let me reintroduce you. 
You meet You.
Self meet Self.
Your reflection is a faded image of the real you.
Your shadow is the dark parts of you.
Step away from your shadow and turn your back on your reflection.
You are good enough all by yourself...
Will the real you please stand up?
... hey you, nice to meet you.

Epiphany #16

"I AM WORTHY!" I am worthy of all that God has in store for me. I am worthy of all the blessings, mercy and grace He has bestowed upon me. I am worthy of JOY, LIGHT and LOVE!!! I am worthy to be  hugged by my children. I am worthy to be loved by my husband the way I need to be loved. I am worthy of the purpose which lies within me. I am worthy of the compliments I receive and can say "thank you so much..." without guilt. I am worthy of the dress I bought myself that was way more than I usually spend. I am worthy because God said I am wonderfully made. I am worthy because I was made by The God of the Universe. No longer will I doubt the Mind of God. HE has made me and I am worthy of God's Love for me and towards me. HE has given His son that I might live therefore I, Am Worthy.  i am worthy, I am worthy, I Am worthy, I Am Worthy, I Am WORTHY!!!!!
It started as a whisper deep in my spirit, now it has become a roar. A tornado of God's validation. A whirlwind of His confirmation. Wooshing through the caverns of my mind and echoing deep within the foundation of my very being. You should be able to feel the vibrations of my realization of who I truly am..
I AM WORTHY!!!!!